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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

My livejournal now at
sseizeitt.livejournal.com
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My sweetest ♥ ;
at 1/02/2008 11:27:00 AM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

I've just realised from a person, whom I've never seen or talk with but just by reading her journal, I learnt that things aint as easy as I thought. She's strong or I should say VERY strong. I'm not sure if she regretted but I don think she did. But for me, I know I might, I'm weak, I admit. I DON want and cant afford to risk. I think she's great, at least she tried. She fell, but the fall made her stronger & not surrender. Sometimes you need alot more than just courage. There's actually alot more than what I initially thought. This road won't be easy, I KNOW. I wont risk & fall, because ...

1000000000000000000000000 times I made decisions, this time I guess I've make the only RIGHT one.

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 1/01/2008 11:13:00 PM

Last night countdown was at clarke quay. ((: Drank & slacked. Everything ended fast. This holiday, I've drank alot. But I think might have to wait for the next holiday before we can drink again? Holiday over, time for school again. I'm not looking forward to it. 2007 ended, 2008 here, which means year of 19, can I get all I wished & wanted?

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 1/01/2008 07:36:00 PM

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Went out with darling to shop! ((: Oh my, our frequency is always tuned right. We wore the same tee but different colours which we bought together few months ago. Its so coincident & I really love the feeling. With her around, everything seems so nice & sweet. Been out for consecutive days till late, so went home early today. I'm looking forward to tml!! 2008 countdown, new year, new wishes! I wish.. MONEY & LOVE. Hahas. That's what all girls want! New year, new start.. I'm spending my new year with the ppl I spent with on x'mas. I'm sure it will be as good as X'mas eve night. Going clarke quay again, hope my liver can take it since I've drinking alot recently. ((: Flaming Labo again? Or try new one? Shall see tml with darling. Ok, I love her! ((:

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 12/30/2007 11:07:00 PM

Saturday, December 29, 2007

"Thanks" to WAIHONG, EDEN & CHENYANG for sabo-ing me just now & made me DRUNK! Class DBI-0703 bbq was fun. The first ever time, Pan shuo came with us for class gathering. Everyone were present except for cecelia & amelin. We laughed our hearts out & I realised this is the first time 0703 were bond together. We played a game of putting a card on our forehead and we are not supposed to see our own card. The smallest number that one's got among the us had to do a dare decided by us. Ok, my stupid idea of " Going to the next pit beside us & dance with a guy/girl " & I've gotten the smallest number. As I was pretty drunk, so the dare ended up to be " Going to the next pit beside us & take a photo with a guy ". I went there saying I would like to take a picture with any of the guy here. I took it, the picture was blur, cause I did not turn on the flashlight.

I'm so drunk just now, but I feels better now already! ((: Thanks all! I'm so so low! Can anyone save me! I hate the feeling now.

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 12/29/2007 01:22:00 AM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Can someone please wake me up from that beautiful dream? I don want it to be so unreality. Dream, people said it's opposite from reality, I believed in it. So just wake me up before it's too late. I don know what I wanted exactly. Different love, different ways to handle & maintain it. But it's hard to find the right person. The right person can be just someone very normal as long as you will be happy for that little things he does rather than the wrong person but does alot for you. & this is so I finally made a decision that I know is best, to break up with my boyfriend, cause I knew he's not the right one. When will this day come? When He appear in front of me, not saying much but his actions, make me smile from the bottom of my heart.

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 12/26/2007 10:53:00 PM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry X'mas everyone! Ok, Christmas day today but I slept all the way till 6pm! Cause ytd was a great night with darling & rest! We headed home at 6.30am and reached home at 7.30am.

Ytd night, darling and me headed to Orchard & we met up with Jingxiang and firdian at Shaw house. Took a bus Cineleisure to find Sebest & We went off at 10.40pm as we dont plan to do our countdown there but at clarke quay. (: Met up with Hawwei, darling bf ET & Cecelia at CQ Mrt, and we went off to search for a pub to chill. Clarke quay was packed so we went to boat quay & finally we found a pub. Had flaming lambogini with darling, Hawwei, ET. The fire on the liqour ad drinking from it and more beers made me "lalala". Chilled at there till we left there for 7 eleven for cheaper beers. Sat near the river till 6.30am before we decided to go home. Felt better at 6.30am after drinking water. Thousand of thanks to my darling for ytd, it's been tough for you!! (: & of course thanks to the rest too, for making ytd a great one! CHEERS!

It was that beautiful unreality dream I had earlier on during my sleep. It's an unexpected happiness that you will get from just a dream! A DREAM, but I rather not wake up. From that dream, I realised all those question marks had been solved. (: The question marks in my heart had solved but how to clear the mess I've made? A very tough one indeed!

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 12/25/2007 07:15:00 PM

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Tml's Christmas eve! The day I longed for has finally come. (: Guess I'll be spending my Christmas eve night with darling CT & probably CA they all. Bought a Christmas gift for darling ytd, shopped such a long time before deciding what to get for this lovely princess. (: Holidays are going to be over soon, well, I'm so so NOT looking forward to it. Numerous projects for me to rush this holidays, is this really a holiday? Or a 2 weeks project assignments? Ok, I will just put away all this & enjoy my Christmas! (:

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 12/23/2007 04:22:00 PM

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Ytd's French test was like 60 marks! Few on True/False Qns, Complete the sentence and lastly the most crucial one, write a 80 words letter to a french penpal. Oh my, If 80 words written in English would be easy but of cause its not that easy, we have to write in French! AND I wrote something like this, some part..
Bonjour. Jem'apelle Kaining. Jesuis sinapapourienne. J'habite Punggol. Et vous?
Jesuis etudiante en Nanyang Polytechnic, etc.... Salut!

Ok, enough of french. (: I've got my pay today. But its disappointing that I only got $530 this month. It's not enough for me. I've to be more careful in my spending this month. Sch holiday, Christmas & New year this month, how can $530 be enough. Class bbq & clubbing with darling during my 2 weeks - sch holiday! Ok, thats all for today! 8am sch tml so bye. SALUT!

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 12/04/2007 10:43:00 PM

Saturday, December 01, 2007

It's late night now, lights off and most people are turning in. Well, But I still see a number of people on msn. Ok, I just realised is december holidays for the secondaries. When is it going to be ours? Two more weeks? I've forgotten, but it's ok, it's just a two week holiday although I understand that its better than nothing. Club is a must for darling & me, cause we are being curfewed by SCH for the past months since sch reopened. I'm going to make full use of my two weeks break, work is a must because of the cash, but of cause time to enjoy is a MUST too! I'm so glad everything's alright for darling again. Cheer up darling! I hope all my darlings are doing well. (: Let photos do the talking in school today with my good cliques. I turning in now as I've work tomorrow. So yeap, see you! Bye.
The photos are taking its own sweet time to load today, blogger's lagging, shall upload tml! (: I'm turning in for the day!

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 12/01/2007 01:36:00 AM

Thursday, November 29, 2007

It's been a so-so day, now having statistic tutorial. Recently, I don feels like myself for few hours a day. Ok, this is getting terrible cause I'm getting bore, bored and BORING.

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 11/29/2007 01:35:00 PM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I don know what's wrong with me recently. My mood is getting worse everyday ever since after the BBQ! Because I simply miss the days during the holidays with my darling CT! Ok, I skipped work today cause my mood is like ........ Tml's principle of management test, TIME TO BUCK UP!

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 11/27/2007 07:38:00 PM

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Again, I did not update frequently which I thought initially I would. Sick, watching vcd and going out had been the main reason why I did not update recently. Sorry! (:

My sweetest ♥ ;
at 11/11/2007 10:35:00 PM

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